I'm feeling unusually weird today. I really don't know why, but, I'm barely eating, my mind keeps going blank, I haven't drawn any of my own ideas in weeks. Which, is highly unusual. I'm always drawing 24/7. I'm always on the computer an my laptop(which has no internet, by the way). The only thing I can think about is love, and I keep on listening to dark/heavy metal/rock. My dad hasn't called me, or visited me(my parents are divorced) in months! I have ADD(attention definition disorder) and depression. But, when everyone's depressed, it usually last a few days, or a week or two, but, I'm always depressed. My doctor gave me this pill that's supposed to make me more hyperactive, and happy. But, even though I take one of those pills everyday, I still feel kinda depressed. I don't wanna tell my mom about that, much less my therapist. I don't wanna worry them. I don't know what's happening to me, or what I should do.